So, this is typing in the cooper library. I guess English will be fine for recording take-home information from lectures this morning.
Two points I want to note here are:
1) about math. The first speaker was from Iowa, and he is a statistician. It was interesting when I engross into his model, I somehow suddenly make sense of how define those letters used in the equation. Basically, the letter was used to represent different values. Or, before that, the “things”, which mathematicians paid attention on, could somehow be quantitatively identified. That’s how every single number, was trying to express.
The basic information we could get from those simplified world in mathematical universe is “existing or not”, then, “big or small”. Even a dynamic value, could be used as values of one representative changed during a specific range.
That might be the fundamental idea that math is always trying to tell us. However, that’s just an expectation of output from our virtual world. In math world, you may want to clarify the logical relations between numbers. Then math theories or methods came out.
mind game.

Second one was about a speaker who is a good scientist but not the best speaker. Although his oral is not attracting, people may even think it was boring. I almost fell asleep at the beginning. However, I noticed that there were some other professors, who were obviously more familiar with the topic than me, concentrating on the speaker very well. I felt shame because of my naive and ego(or maybe other words), then force myself to focus. I did it, and felt myself become better listener.

the third one was fantastic. I will definitely conclude more information letter. the vocabulary was attracting me very well at the beginning because I saw some familiar words recited recently. this enlighten me to think how those american people learn english and use those words pricously. Second is about the speaker’s open and broad mind on vital key hunting. It was a great thinking strategy to figure out a key to the potential problem which could be the most important point. She used a world map and conclude most important varities, but not take all of them, but just focus on part of it. (just trying to record first, and will edit this passage later.) Of course, she has her own phylosopy to narrow down the category. This part show me a good way to learn how to think.
The next part is fantastic to me because she clearly show me from how to do a scientific research from macroworld of phynotype to microworld on QTL then filter out the keys, and went back to check the macroworld characteristics.

All of these will be rethink again. And now it is the time to go back and continue the afternoon session.

这些日子，与其说在整理数据为写文做铺垫，以及在梳理语法为语言基本功查漏补缺，不如说在磨心性。今早的一个“owing to”，反应慢半拍的原因，是因为自己完全不熟悉。owing to是昨天看语法书的时候才留意到，当时就觉得这样的词汇其实是中学时期的基本内容。但是不管基本与否，只要不会的，就是一座山头。
然后理出了23andme，忽然想起其实很早之前应该就去挖掘一下原始数据，无论怎样也可以自己保留一份备份来着。
乘着过敏现象好转了些，每天还是得吃药，但是对吃药本身也不那么排斥了。生活得态度其实也有些慢慢变化。虽然说还是各种毛病残存在身上，也有些忧心自己的身材，但是毕竟跑步可以跑满6千米以上，有过这样的经历，就觉得生活其实还是蛮多希望的。
回想之前，螺旋上升的时候，也有过自省着自省着，然后能够在客观上物质上都对自己敞亮着规范起来。然后到达一个新的平台。现在可能是得在自己前路的绝望中再进一步挖掘出希望来。因为之前的自己的确还不够格来往前跨步。所以再重新挖出希望的时候，是不是就是自己又蜕变着往前迈了一大步了？
稍微清理一下自己的list，然后想着得把敲字儿双语化一些。

之前一直嘟嘟囔囔着要个pad，然而每次一到店面，就有些犹豫。虽说自己只是因为穷，但也并不是。应该说是不觉得有花钱的必要。然而这时候坐在床里面，又不想浪费了睡前的一点儿时间。想着阅读些什么，甚至是写点什么，于是就又想到了pad。

然而，事实则是：我现在在手机上敲自己的文字，实在是比那些其它大pad或是本子要来得方便许多。

再者，这样略显慵懒的放松，脑子里过一过明儿的计划，未尝不是一件好事。