Mar.1

今天的状态不是特别的好。自己现在坐在图书馆，先是看了阅读，刷了一篇之后想要去限制一下自己的思路，注意提高时间。但是刷到一半，还是又走神了。
在那之前，刷单词，虽然有点儿困倦，但是坚持把单词刷完。很好。总的来说，自己的心态还是越来越好了。（似乎这几年，我每次提到这方面，都会说自己变得更好了一些。到底是因为自己太乐观了，还是说是？）有点儿不大清楚。
在电脑里开了一个文档，在里面也会写一些东西。有些素材是可以整理了，以后用上。

每次开始写东西的时候，会觉得脑子里一下子清醒了很多，这种感觉实在是很好哎。
但是，反过来讲，这样子，原本会觉得很鸡毛蒜皮的事情吧，其实就又都没有必要去提起了。于是，忽然一下缺少了很多可以写的东西。为什么呢？是觉得没有必要去写吗？

如果是这样，那么一来，自己内心可能还是会有些拿不定主意，觉得写出来的东西，如果被人看到，尤其是，心地不那么清爽的人看到，不免担心会不会有些什么负面影响。但是，回想这么多，说明自己还是有很多顾虑的啊。

这段时间，思绪还是很多的，试着可以整理整理。忽然想到说，要不要把自己剩下的，以往的，在其他blog里面还有的东西，都整理一下，搬到这里来？
并不是不可以，但是如果这么做的话，会不会显得自己有些放不下过去？
但是从另一个角度来看，能意识到自己生命的短暂，过往的一切经历，哪怕看到了会有多么强烈的尴尬感，都是很值得珍惜的吧。既然是一个在家人，那么自己的一个人，也算是一个小家，认知和认同自己的存在，打点好，收拾好自己，也是一个最小最小的家呀。如果是这么看的话，其实自己的过往，也是应该要好好珍惜的了。
记不得是什么时候，大约是三、四年前，卢冬冬和我说过，可以多看些书。不是那些知识性的，而是一些修心养性的书，自然也绝非那些成功学或是指导你如何在浮世间拿捏波流的所谓“xx学”。记得那时候，她提到的是，大意是如何关爱自己。这些日子也在慢慢地留意这点，也是从未有过的强烈的自我意识。感觉很好的啊
写到这里，就会开始略略怀念起他们，卢冬冬，王珊珊，任毛毛，以及含笑，宋耀，杨珂，孙之全，唐哲旻等等。好像确实都太多了，无法一一列举出来。我会把他们记录在自己的成长过程的某一册中的吧，啊？

To be honest, I hadn’t realized that writing could give me so much fun until today. What a surprising is !
Keep writing, and keep your life shining!

Now, go back to your reading comprehension. No rush, follow your plan, follow your own paces.

It is definitely OK to have some expectations in your heart. Accepting that they are around you all the time. It is fine. You are just a common guy, and you are absolutely a good guy. Be nice with all your expectations, living with them. You can do it.

48 thoughts on “Mar.1”

  3. order sildenafil

    I am only writing to make you understand what a really good experience our princess undergone viewing your webblog. She picked up some things, which included what it is like to possess an ideal teaching spirit to make the mediocre ones without difficulty master specified tortuous things. You undoubtedly surpassed readers’ expected results. Thanks for rendering those productive, trustworthy, revealing as well as unique tips on your topic to Mary.

  4. viagra

    Needed to send you the very little word to finally thank you so much the moment again regarding the spectacular techniques you have shared on this site. This has been simply surprisingly open-handed with you to present unreservedly what most of us would’ve sold for an electronic book to help make some money on their own, precisely seeing that you might well have tried it in the event you wanted. Those tactics in addition worked to become great way to be certain that many people have a similar dream just as mine to find out a little more concerning this condition. Certainly there are a lot more enjoyable instances ahead for folks who discover your blog.

  5. buy propecia

    Thank you for your entire labor on this web site. My mom really loves managing investigations and it is obvious why. My partner and i learn all regarding the lively tactic you produce sensible things through your web site and in addition invigorate response from the others on the situation then our favorite princess is truly starting to learn a whole lot. Take advantage of the rest of the year. You have been doing a stunning job.

  6. propecia price

    Thanks for your own work on this web site. My mom really loves managing investigations and it is obvious why. My partner and i learn all regarding the lively tactic you present sensible things through your web site and in addition invigorate response from some others on the situation then our favorite princess is truly starting to learn a whole lot. Take advantage of the rest of the year. You have been doing a stunning job.

  7. mirtazapine online

    My wife and i have been so relieved when Michael managed to finish up his studies via the precious recommendations he obtained using your web site. It is now and again perplexing to simply happen to be offering things which often some others might have been trying to sell. We remember we need you to thank for this. The type of illustrations you made, the straightforward website navigation, the relationships your site make it easier to instill – it is most spectacular, and it is letting our son in addition to us reckon that this subject matter is pleasurable, which is certainly truly serious. Thanks for the whole lot!

  8. sinequan buy

    I precisely had to appreciate you all over again. I’m not certain the things I might have done without the type of solutions revealed by you over that situation. It truly was an absolute hard matter in my opinion, however , seeing the very specialised strategy you resolved that made me to leap over gladness. I will be happy for this service and then pray you realize what a great job you happen to be providing teaching people today using your web site. Most likely you have never got to know any of us.

  9. migraine headache meds

    Thanks for your thoughts. One thing I’ve got noticed is the fact banks in addition to financial institutions understand the spending behaviors of consumers and as well understand that the majority of people max out and about their cards around the breaks. They smartly take advantage of that fact and then start flooding ones inbox in addition to snail-mail box having hundreds of no interest APR credit cards offers shortly after the holiday season concludes. Knowing that for anyone who is like 98% in the American general public, you’ll soar at the possible opportunity to consolidate consumer credit card debt and switch balances towards 0 interest rate credit cards. mllkjmn https://headachemedi.com – migraine headache meds

  21. WilliamSok

    “Next time I read a blog, Hopefully it won’t disappoint me just as much as this one. After all, Yes, it was my choice to read, nonetheless I really thought you’d have something interesting to say. All I hear is a bunch of complaining about something you could possibly fix if you were not too busy seeking attention.”
    נערות ליווי בתל אביב

  29. WilliamSok

    “An interesting discussion is definitely worth comment. I think that you need to publish more on this issue, it may not be a taboo matter but generally people don’t speak about such topics. To the next! Cheers!!”
    נערות ליווי בחיפה

  33. Emerycasse

    “Next time I read a blog, I hope that it doesn’t fail me as much as this one. I mean, Yes, it was my choice to read, however I genuinely believed you would probably have something helpful to talk about. All I hear is a bunch of whining about something that you could fix if you weren’t too busy seeking attention.”
    https://romantik69.co.il/נערת-ליווי-פרטית/

  47. DouglasPioma

    “This is the right web site for anybody who hopes to find out about this topic. You know so much its almost hard to argue with you (not that I actually will need toÖHaHa). You definitely put a brand new spin on a topic that has been discussed for decades. Excellent stuff, just wonderful!”
    דירות דיסקרטיות בירושלים

Comments are closed.