2006年前后，Qzone
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刚才看了一片帖子,本来是回帖的,却不料打了这么多字,想就不如另发新帖吧………
你让我想起三年前的暑假，我也是日夜守在重病的爷爷身边的。大人们都有工作，忙不过来。照顾的事情就落到我身上。现在想想觉得真的很可惜，有很多事情没有和他学。爷爷的棋，书，诗，还有养花的手艺，一样没有学上，觉得很心酸。
年少时分，我们真的很不懂事。自以为自己懂得什么，但是当要细细述说的时候，却发现空无一物。我们的生活阅历里少了些岁月琢磨后绽放出来的光彩，只不过我们让那些新生活的电光流影把我们的思想装饰得华丽异常。华 ，而不实。
其实自己仔细回想，和爷爷在一起的时间还是很长的，其中还是有许多许多的事情发生的，但是每次要想认真回忆的时候，总觉得是一股淡淡的水气漂浮在那深潭上，依稀能辨别出一些。那些曾经的记忆，好象那寒潭千年，深不见底。一块晶莹的玉石，沉重，在向水底沉去，一直在向下掉。我站在潭边，无措，只能在一片水气里贪婪的呼吸着，企望在这其中辨别出回忆的味道。
再如何绚丽的色彩，终究会逝去，但是那或明或暗的黑白，却是那么自然，那么永恒。
纵然那样的黑白色，也终究会逝去。留下的，也许只是一丝依稀可辨的轮廓。好象是空灵之中的一幅水印，让你忘却也不是，着色也不是。只是在你的心底暗暗的示于你存在的意义……
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我有一个表姐和一个表哥,分别是三岁三岁的阶梯,姐姐最大,然后是哥哥.
小时侯我们总是在爷爷家里见面的——这个假期没有去看爷爷……国庆的时候我过二十岁，那时侯一定去看他……
记忆里的表姐总是和我们闹啊闹的。姐姐走的路和我们不大一样，她初中毕业之后上了师专，然后努力后保送去了南师，现在在理工大校团委工作，很厉害的！
哥哥和我，一老一实的考重点初中，重点高中……周末去爷爷家吃饭，下棋……哥哥的成绩一直很好，最后高考却失常，结果去了东大，学了机械设计……今年毕业了，保送去了西工大读研……
我的成绩就不怎么样了，这么沉沉浮浮的来到这里。爷爷最疼我，可惜我却最让他失望……当然，爷爷眼中的我是无法取代的。也许是常和爷爷一起，我的身上有着他们那一代人所有的一种本质，我愿意称这种本质是善良。所以很向往……
呵呵~~那时侯每次和哥哥周末去爷爷家玩，然后要打游戏机~~我们会和爷爷说：爷爷，要不要下棋啊？然后爷爷就很悠闲的玩着游戏机（我教他~）然后呢，我和哥哥就在一旁想~~游戏机加油！抓紧时间胜利！！但是爷爷的棋好厉害！眼看游戏机要输了~~我们就又换说~~啊！！爷爷好厉害！连机器也打不过~~~然后可怜巴巴的等爷爷下来~爷爷就很满足的把手柄给我们，我和哥哥就开始激动了哈~~~
小时侯，姐姐好象离我们远了一点。她总是要被姑姑叫来学这个叫去学那个的……不过，我们大了之后，姐姐就变得好近。我们在南京这里，和哥哥姐姐一起去吃饭~~我10岁以后的生日只有他们还记得~~有一年姐姐还送我一个怪物盒子，哈哈，被吓死了~~
我以前一直好乖的叫表姐：惠惠姐姐~但是表哥一向不愿意~~然后姐姐就开始镇压哥哥~~我就当那根随风倒的小家伙~~~一会儿帮姐姐，一会儿帮哥哥~~~
他们两个人小时侯老是作弄我的说~~小时侯有一年过年~~我们出去玩~~然后爷爷家那里是好多小巷的说，然后他们就和我说~~哪里哪里有个宝藏~~小小的我呢对这些居然充满了无比的信任感和好奇心~~然后按照他们的指示就开始跑东跑西的~~~~HOHO~~~然后长大了~~问起这件事情来~~他们支吾支吾的不承认~~哈~~~~
那个时候有好多好玩的事情，我们三个要读爷爷的新诗~然后有时候我和哥哥还要背出来~~
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